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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

tiring but special dae..

hihi..back from orchard..went 2 orchard jux now wif my sis n my grandpa's best fren, can sae is relative bax..we went all e way 2 orchard jux 2 buy storybooks 4 me n my sis..tis relative is really very kind-hearted..he gave a so many early 'christmas' presents 2dae..we bought dunno how many books n a boardgame which cost bout $200++ in total i tink..my sis n i were kinda shy n we dare not reject wadeva books he picked 4 us, so tt was all about it, so we spent so much money jux now..feeling so 'pai seh' now..but oso feeling very happy on e other hand as i've got sth 2 accompany me throughout tis whole holidae le..so happy..very satisfied wif wadeva books he got 4 me..i thanked him so much..it was indeed an enjoyable n unforgettable dae..hehe..

2dae is actually a very special dae 4 me..feeling so happy..hehe..jux felt tt time really flies..hehe..its been so long le..hehe..okie..dunno wad shld i sae le..gtg read 1 of e storybooks bought 2dae le..till now..bye..signing off wif sum things in my mind now..

*considering sum things now*

~praying, praying n praying~

Monday, November 22, 2004

shocked, surprised, overjoyed..

argh..2dae is e dae..all because of 2dae, i had spent many sleepless nights thinking of how bad it i would feel if i m not in e class which i always wanted 2 go 2 or how gd it would be if i could get into e class i always wanted 2 go wif so many gb frens in e same class n so on..i kept dreaming..

woke up quite early tis morning..den i couldnt get back 2 sleep le..den i quickly smsed liping 2 ask her bout sum other things n also found out tt she has gone into e class i always wanted n strived 2 go to..i started 2 feel scared n was very very frightened..i wanna go tt class..i wan..i quickly jumped out of bed..went 2 get ready 2 go 2 sch n received a sms frm huimin..she told me i wouldnt need 2 cry le..i was a lil shocked n still dun believe wad she said..after receiving tt msg, i dare not ask more qns le..jux wanna quickly meeet aikkun n make our way 2 sch as soon as possible..

once i reached sch, sum1 made me felt annoyed as tt person made fun of me once i jux step into sch..it was so annoying..i ignored tt person in wadeva tt person did..hate it..so sickening..den after tt, i quickly ran 2 find out i've got into my first choice..i got there..i was shocked, surprised, overjoyed n felt like screaming..hehe..i tink i was jux too happy until become mad le..but i didnt do those of cos..im jux so happy..felt a lil sorrie 4 sum1 but i dare not tell tt sum1..hope tt person is alright now..

so happy..at last i could hav a gd nite's slp 2nite le..argh..hehe..

at nite time, went 2 a restaurant 2 celebrate my great grandmother's bdae..she shld be 84 or 85 tis yr bax..still quite healthy n strong..so envy her..hehe..my family was e last 2 arrive..so embarrassing..we were late.."no, we aren't late, is jux that they r early" quoted from princess diaries 2..hehe..no la..jux kidding..we were late, so we sat at e same table as my great grandmother n grandaunt n granduncle..so sad..my sis n i were like so extra there..e 2 only kids sitting there..we were so quiet throughout, unlike ourselves at all..den whenever we were waiting 4 e nxt dish 2 come, both of us would always go 2 e other table where all our cousins r..enjoyed tt part of e whole celebration only..

tts all i hav 2 say 4 2dae le..now den i noe 2dae's blog is e longest i tink, ever since e sad incident..okie..gtg le..signing off ~claudia~

thanking GOD 4 answering 2 my prayers..

~praying more often~

Sunday, November 21, 2004

played golf

waa..it had been a long time since i hav gone down 2 e putting green downstairs 2 play golf le..wow..jux found out tt my skills hav became bad 2 worse..so long nv go and practise le..become so lousy..i think i should go down more often, or else 1 day i might even 4get how 2 hold it..hehe..jux kidding..or my aiming become very bad( actually it had always been bad) hehe..

haix..so sad..my aunt don't need me 2 help her with her business le..i've got nth 2 do in e holiday le..so sad..i'm finding for a job now but, y izzit so difficult 2 find jux a part time job? argh..it is so bored at home..hav nothing 2 do de..hope can go out wif frens 2 any where also can, as long as is outside home can le..everyday stay at home, wad do i do almost everyday? quarrel wif my sis..if there is 1 day when we r not qurrelling, den sth must be wrong..

hope i could find sth 2 do throughout tis whole long holiday..hope can occupy myself wif sth in hand so tt i wont feel lonely n bored..tts all 4 2dae..will try my best 2 blog more often..getting lazy le..hehe..okie..signing off..bye..

Friday, November 19, 2004

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2dae was kinda tired..had drill jux now..kept going on n on wif e turning(dunno how 2 spell..hehe..) throughtout half of 2dae's drill..hmm..actually was kinda fun n nice 2 c e whole contingent working so hard 2 co-operate wif each other 2 form a neat contingent..hmm..den throughout e next half of e drill, we practised e procedure 4 nxt yr's speech dae 4 bout 3 times? or 4? not sure..but sum ppl were still not sure yet..but i m quite sure after 1 or 2 practises, every1 would be clear of e procedure n everything le..

haix..find tt tis holiday seems rather bored..got nth much 2 do..bout 2 daes a week gotta go my mum's cousin=my aunt's house 2 help her wif sum work cos she had started a business wif 1 of her frens but it seems like she is working on her own..so i decided 2 go n help her 4 FREE!!!

haix..dunno wad 2 sae le..gtg..bb..

Friday, November 12, 2004

at e chalet

hihi..back 4 another blog..hehe..tis few daes were kinda fun..hehe..went 2 chalet..hehe..first 2 daes were kinda fun cos my frens were there wif me..playing, starting e bbq fire n many more..it was really fun..but really wanna sae a little sorrie u all..cos my cousins said tt i ps them, so they wanna chu qi, den ordered us de..thx 4 coming too..hope tt all of u enjoyed urself.. ;) especially hj n zz, nv slp throughout e might cos not enough rooms 4 u 2..hehe..happy counting how many stars outside, how many aeroplanes flew by n so on..hehe..thx 4 coming..

~HAPPY HOLIDAES TO EVERY1 OUT THERE~

Thursday, October 28, 2004

~touched~

i jux wanna say i was really very touched wif wad u hav wrote..really..very touched..thx..i was so happy wif wad u said.. =) u hav alwaes been my best fren from e start..perhaps no words can really describe how i m feeling now..jux hav tt sense of happiness coming..

actually, i hav alwaes wanted 2 go in front 2 u n say 'i m very sorry'..but..i really dun hav e courage 2 do so..but i will definitely say it out 1 dae de..
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BEST FRENZ 4EVA!!

thx again 4 those ppl who were there 4 me n wif me..

~continue praying~

Monday, October 25, 2004

*thanks*

i jux wanna say thanks 2 e following ppl 4 being there 4 me when i m down..valerie, hui min, julian, li ping, sze ying, hong jun, mr sin n many more..thx so much..i really appreciate it..i will take sum of ur advice de..but i will definitely not give up in asking her 4 her 4giveness de..i do hope tis dae would really come..

~praying hard~