~sad gal~

hihi..i got nth to do now..i couldn't update anything in here tis few days as sth was wrong wif my blog..couldnt log in..hehe..

feeling so sad..cried in sch yesterday..so sad..y muz all tis bad things happen all at e same time? m i having too much stress or m i over worrying? y do i feel like crying all e time when i m happy at certain things on e other hand..okie..i might be toking nonsense, but sum of u out there might understand wad i mean..haix..y muz they act like nth in front of me? i m already a big gal..can both of u share bout ur feelings wif me..it hurts me very much when i see both of u pretending tt u can cope even wif all tis happenings..i m feeling very sad..do bout of u noe? i dun tink so..i dun tink i shld tell both of u as i dun wan u two 2 worry bout me..

i m really happy tt u r there 4 me..really appreciate e things u give me everyday..thx so much..i will always tink of u when i feel like crying..thx so much..heard tt u r going 4 holiday..wishing u bon voyage..hope 2 c u soon..

my parents r downstairs wif my sis watching shrek 1..wonder how e show is..i didnt feel like going down 2 watch it, so here i m writing all my feelings secretly..

~crying secretly in my heart~