sad sad sad sad sad

jux read my best of the best fren's blog...started 2 cry again..i really dunno wad shld i do..really missed e times we had last time..i praying real hard everyday asking 4 her 4giveness n everything..really very sad..nowadaes during recess time n almost every single dae after tt incident, both of us r like jux frens..not e same as last time..really regretted wad i hav done..i didnt wan 2 tell any1 how i m feeling..so deep inside my heart, its all broken into pieces n like unfixable anymore..it is really very heavy inside..i really dunno wad i shld do..all i can do is pray, cry n tink of e happy memories in e past.. :'(

~praying, crying n thinking of e memorable times~