fun..

jux came back from huimin's house..went 2 buy birthdae presents 4 all e octobers babes i noe (ppl like julian, hanis, aik kun, valerie, szeying n stef)(all of u shld expect sth from me on ur birthdae..hehe..) 2dae wif huimin..there is a very big hole in my pocket now!!! but it is alright..jux 4 e sake of my frens..i dun mind..hehe..dunno y there r so many octobers babes..hehe..i m 1 of them too..hehe..jux a few more daes 2 go..hehe..so excited..hehe..wanna sabo ak on her bdae..hehe..shld be very fun..hehe..

tis morning was a lil disappointing..didnt get 2 do e thing tt i planned 2 do..haix..but shld hav more chances de..hehe..

i m trying very hard 2 hide my feelings already..hope no1 can really tell how i m actually feeling..still feeling a lil sad..praying every single dae tt our frenship would become better every dae..n oso praying tt i could really concentrate on my studies now n try not 2 tink bout it 4 a while (although i noe is impossible)..jux praying hard everydae..

~hoping 2 hav ur true 4giveness soon~